I've been nuked!

Apparently yesterday flickr decided they don't want me any more and my account joined the ranks of the nuked. I'm still trying to learn from flickr what happended -- once I know and can ensure it won't happen again, I will be back on flickr.

In the meantime, if you still want to see free pics of me you can continue to visit my website http://www.wendysummers.com. I'll try to relink to new copies of the images on the older blogs as I get a chance.

Where the Hell has Wendy Been?

Face front true believers... because you will not believe what's before your eyes! I'm back!

Although my blog hasn't been uodated in a few weeks, I've been very busy on-line. First off, I launched a new website WendySummers.com I'm still in the process of getting my existing content up, but keep watching in the weeks to come as I add more photos, videos and a few other surprises there.

My second big piece of news is you can now reach me by telephone through ifriend's GetCloser feature. To learn how visit my fan club and follow the Get Closer link.

I've been working on a few other things, I'm not quite ready to announce, but it's safe to say there are others cumming soon. Er other features coming soon!

Release!

Sometimes I like to sit and ponder.

Recently I was discussing the concept of fantasies with a regular visitor to my chat room. In my experience, there are two types of fantasies. The first are acts you genuinely find arousing -- if the opportunity arose to experience these, you would jump at them in a heart beat. There'd be no hesitation -- no concern -- just pure, unadulterated pleasure. The second type of fantasy is one which is more cerebral in nature. These are fantasies which do rock your socks, but by the same token if you ever take them to the point of acting them out, you'd discover them not to be as pleasurable as the imagining.

What's interesting to me with the second flavor is why fantasize regarding something you never truly want to experience? I know I have some of these fantasies in my own life -- and I wanted to understand them a little better. The conclusion I've come to... these fantasies are really about emotional catharsis.

Does this inspire any fantasies?

For those of you unfamiliar, catharsis is a Greek word which means to cleanse or purge. It entered the literary and dramaturgical lexicon in Aristotle's classic work Poetics -- where he examines how a story allows the reader (or viewer in the case of theatre or film) to use the dramatic events unfolding before them to release the audience's own pent up emotions.

Transsexual pornography is among the most popular genres of porn, yet only a small portion of the general population is into transsexuals. From what I can tell a portion of men who do fantasize about us fall into the realm of the second flavor of fantasy. It's very clear from where I sit that there's a cathartic release occurring for them.

The stereotype is that straight guys who like t-girls are in some way "gay or bisexual" in denial. And while sometimes that is in fact the emotional need the man is exploring through indirect means, it is hardly the only need I've observed people fulfilling through exploring transsexual fantasies. For some folks I chat with, it's a need to break from how ordinary their life feels to them -- for these people sex with a transsexual is an exotic experience which is far from typical. For other folks, they crave the moments of loss of control from an otherwise controlled life -- the cock is a strong icon related to power - seeing one juxtaposed against the soft feminine curves of a girl like me definitely evokes power play. And for others it could be a reason, I haven't even touched on here.

While I enjoy exploring these cathartic types of fantasies with people, I'll admit my favorite experiences tend to be with those where transsexuals are the first type of fantasy. In those cases, their interest is a true expression of desire -- it allows us to connect deeper and truly explore the interplay between us and our personalities.

Total Fan Girl

Waiting for my superhero to cum and save me

Ok.  I'll admit it -- I'm a total fangirl.  I grew up reading Marvel Comics  Even though I read less superheroes now and more Indy titles, spandex still holds a special place in my heart.

As I started to put this shoot together, I realized how many dirty thoughts I've had with comic books.  I remember when I was a teen, masturbating to an issue of X-Men where Jean Grey wore a nightie.   I wonder things like, what would it feel like to have Thing's rock cock inside of mr.  Would Spider-man be into some bondage play?  What would it be like for Mr Fantastic to stretch me out?

So yeah, comics get me hot.

A few weeks ago, I came across Spider-man underwear which I decided to buy..  Add in the Firestar baby doll t-shirt I already had, and I was two-thirds of the way towards Spider-man and His Amazing Friends. n But how to incorporate Ice-Man?  Oh Wait! LOL  My ice blue vibe ;).

The best part of this shoot?  Knowing there are guys who will totally get off on this.  Definitely makes me rise to the occasion.  Who knows maybe these fantasies of mine will be enough for me to speak up the next time aguy stares at my tits in the comic shop.  Maybe he'll want to see my giant-sized man thing ;)..

Images from "Fangirl, "a recorded performance, on Ifriends. The full set of 60 still images are available in my Fan Club exclusively on ifriends.

Antici...........................................................................................pation

So right now, one of my GG friends is en route to come visit me for the weekend. It's making it very tough to focus on my day job at the moment. I've known her for some time; we talk a lot and are very close. We've even cybered together a few times.

But this weekend, she's going to be at my place. And that thought is driving me crazy. We've not made definitive plans, but both our intentions are clear to the other -- we intend to explore each other beyond our simple friendship. We know each other's likes and fantasies. We've explored each other's bodies virtually. We know we've got chemistry. And tonight, that connection is potentially a physical one.

And that gets me wet.

If we don't click on that level and it doesn't happen, that's totally ok. But even the real potential is exciting. Time will tell how it plays out.

Who knows -- you all might even have the chance to watch -- she's registered with ifriends too ;)